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my sex is lonely
So not sure what happened but I finally asked the guy what was up it turns out I'm way way way to much for him to handle. Lol he accused me of wanting more than friendship lol. :) haha I of course denied and now he is questioning himself on what he was thinking lol I am so gonna love being a psychologist. He believes me and is feeling guilty for ( Read more... ) -
Loneliness in a crowd
So I thought maybe I could try for this new guy but he just kind of stopped talking to me.I have know idea why? one day we were friends and the next he is ignoring my text.I haven't even slept with him yet? I mean what the hell! I just want sex! I really liked this guy and I think he liked me too but Inew don't understand? A small part of me thinks ( Read more... ) -
Stuck in Lonely
So I recently started talking to my family on my dads side and I thought yay new family, new friends, ppl I could talk to maybe get to know. I have a brother not to much younger than me, I thought maybe just maybe I could have someone to talk to and I'm an idiot. He doesn't talk to me unless one word responses count. I have no one to talk to and ( Read more... ) -
ARE THERE ANY HOT GUYS
I am so horny and I am having a lack of hot guys interested in a married chick. I thought today maybe something might be starting between me and some guy but he didn't even show for my a...Study Group. HAHAHA Come on study group with just two lol anyone who wasn't a complete idiot would have known what that was code for! I am losing hope. :..( -
Not Worth It
So I finally had sex with Ty and it wasn't all that good. He is a pre-ejaculator. I never really know when they are done. LOL I think he was done but didn't want to admit it. He was making a face as if he was in pain. HAHAHA It was so weird I haven't spoken to him since I hope he doesn't call me. What happened to just having good sex with a hot guy ( Read more... ) -
Trapped
I realize now that life will never be more than what you expect it to be and I expect solitude. Solitude in my thoughts and in my emotion. I will never have the life I dream of because I never really wanted it. The life I wanted is the one I have but now that I have it I can't wake from the dream. I am trapped dreaming a reality that will never end ( Read more... ) -
Lonely Valentine
So I got nothing on valentines day. Such a lonely day indeed. He took me out on Friday but got me nothing today not even a card and I had to call him to say Happy Valentines plus I had to beg for afternoon or lunch time sex. My life sucks. He wants me less and I am sad. I almost cried instead I am a bit drunk. I hope he dies in a car accident. I ( Read more... ) -
Dreaming in Reality
So life is strange and people are stranger. I wish things could be as I imagine them- I'm happy with the man I love and he with I. We smile and have true joy behind our eyes. - Only now I realize what a mistake I made so many years ago. Marriage is for the true romantics, something I will never be. I have a spirit that longs for freedom and wings ( Read more... ) -
NOTHING IS WORKING OUT~!
So I met Ty and he is larger than I thought he would be. He had a scar on his ball sac but i ignored it. I have been horny all weekend thinking today would be the day we would finally fuck! No such luck it snowed and he wasn't even in town so I had to go without. I am done with this asshole. When I want to have sex i should just be able to call him ( Read more... ) -
WHAT THE HELL
So I am here where we agreed to meet and he had to leave. He said he would text me later when he got back so far he seems to have a lot of talk and not a lot of doing. I started my fucking period so now it will be all him but come on when am i gonna get mine?