its been 5 months and a week since i posted in this last and too much time has passed to even begin to explain whats happened not only in the last 5 months but in the last year and five months. one day soon im sure ill be able to express that in some kind of poetry but until then, it occured to be tonight, while i was studying for my management ( Read more... )

i never update this anymore...partly because i have so much to say and partly because i dont know how to say any of it.

regardless...i am in a different place right now...with my life anyway...and im missing someone and in a good way. and thats pretty much all i can articulate right now.

( this is the first saturday i havent been out if i was in detroit in 5 months and this is how im passing the time )

( read the subject of this entry )

i am going to rip out my jaw/gums and shove it/them up someones butt.

that is all.

im sitting at the newspaper office with the most intense headache ive had in a while trying to keep a grip on my stomach so it doesnt regurgitate whatever is in it and periodically feeling my forehead because im faily certain i have a fever ( Read more... )

you know...for as opinionated and vocal as i am...i still cant talk about certain things that im afraid of happening ( Read more... )

( the title of this entry lies. the darwinian aspect is really pertaining to my life...so lol stop reading if youre not interested...and sorry if youre not )

i am simultaneously jealous and fearful of people who have always known exactly what they wanted to do with the rest of their lives (i.e. doctors, lawyers, teachers etc) jealous because they can start their career path immediately, fearful because the lines of what you want and the ammount of time youve wanted become blured and i have a hard time ( Read more... )

( taken from andrea because im still not really ready to update )