Fog

[cardiosapient]

I've just been depressd lately. I don't really know why either. Perhaps it has something to do with being 28, I don't know. I do feel old, well, not so much old, but I feel like life is passing me by and if I don't act soon I will have more regrets. But I don't think that's it. I just have a vague depression that came over me since thursday.

Comments

[mourningfell]

you are only old when you feel it
if you want to change your life do it
life IS short so do what makes ya happy.. don't dwell on time waste.. cause it's just more time wasted

[cardiosapient]

I don't feel old, it's just that technically I am. I am getting near 30 now, and I just felt like I didn't get to be wild and partied out enough during my twenties...it's just this regret I have. It's just the depression affecting what I say anyway, it's not even eal what I am feeling.

[mourningfell]

do it now!
have fun - who cares!
it's never too late!

[cardiosapient]

yeah I know, as soon as this stupid depression goes away I will try.

[dumbnicname]

I call this kind of depression the Hazy Depression. Where you're not really suicidal, upset, or freaking out. You're just kind of numb and lethargic and walking around in a bleary-eyed sort of way. I get it a lot. One of the best things to do, for me anyway, is to watch a funny movie and laugh a lot. That usually helps.

[cardiosapient]

yeah it helps for a little while, but you know, then it comes back. But soon it will go away anyhow.