Living

Dec 26, 2005 13:24

I don't want to live anymore, yet I cannot die because that would hurt everyone I love too much. So I simply must go on living. I despise everything.

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dumbnicname December 27 2005, 03:50:53 UTC
We both need a vacation, methinks. We should go to the beach. You can't be depressed on a sunny sandy beach. It's just not possible. We'll make sand castles and find sea shells. It'll be fun.

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cardiosapient December 28 2005, 00:20:06 UTC
Nah, even on a beach I could still be depressed. infact, it'd probably make it worse, because it would be this beautiful place everywhere around me, and I feel like shit. It would almost be a mockery of my emotions. But I get the intent to try and make me feel better, and I appreciate it.

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dumbnicname December 28 2005, 00:48:27 UTC
=/

I enjoy being in the sun, for some reason. It really helps. It's all warm and bright. Kind of slows me down and relaxes me. Today is the first time I've seen daylight in practically three weeks. I'm always in the dark.

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mourningfell December 27 2005, 23:08:13 UTC
awww Casey come back to philthy!

feel bester!

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cardiosapient December 28 2005, 00:21:18 UTC
I don't think I can. There's nothing for me in philly except friendship. And though that is important, I'd be real poor and have to start at ground zero again at a job, It'd be hard to manage anything out there. I just don't know if I could do it.

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