Ok now I will finally update.  By the way let me know what you think of the house if you look at the pictures.  Yesterday was Brad's birthday and I took him out to eat at Ruby Tuesdays.  It was a fun day.  The day before that we had some people over for supper and then we took him to the bar.  He got so smashed he fell in the bathtub and tore the ( Read more... )

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Flipsyde-Angel

Now you've been up and you've been down 
Stayed strong even though daddy wasn't around
My momma through the thick and the thin beginning to end 
And though I be sinning you keep me livin' with that love that you givin' 
It's unconditional hey the sun shines when I see a smile on ya face 
My momma with the money and jewels the record and ( Read more... )

Lately things have been SUPER crazy but I am honestly excited.  Brad and I found a house WE LOVE!  It has 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms.  Emily will have her own area with a living room, bedroom, and bathroom with doors that open up onto a deck that is over the deck down below off of the "rec room" area.  There is a fish aquarium built into the wall ( Read more... )

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

I'm through, with doubt,
There's nothing left for me to figure out,
I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's ( Read more... )

1. Do you like the smell of gas?
yes

2. Favorite color(s)?
silver

3. Favorite state?
nj

4. Last thing you ate?
egg roll

5. Do you have a cell phone?
yes

6. What's beside you at the moment?
a fan, check book, medicine, papers

7. Favorite article of clothing?
underwear

8. Favorite holiday?
christmas

9. Color of carpet in your room?
tan

10. How many stories is your ( Read more... )

Dear Dad,
Lately I have been thinking about a lot,
about the things you do, say and have even forgot.
You have made me hurt in more ways than one,
and I have a feeling it's only just begun.
You told Jean you would be there for Jim,
now that time has passed you aren't there for him.
Your life has changed, you drink more often,
and more times than not I feel ( Read more... )

So it has been another interesting day/night.  Last night Emily ended up coming down very late and she is living here more than just on the weekends now.  YAY!  We woke up today and ran around and got applications for her, then we headed to Kearney to look at houses.  On our way we remembered the ramp about 10 miles out of town.  TOTAL waste of gas ( Read more... )

Ok soooo many people have got on me about why I'm fasting when I am trying for a baby.  It is unhealthy blah blah blah.  I'm not pregnant so no worries!!  Yes, I am trying for a baby but I am not pregnant right now!  I am still taking my vitamins, and I am still taking care of myself.  I am drinking juice as well so I'm not just going on water.  I ( Read more... )

I just drank the last of my soda and I am going on a 2 day fast of water and juice starting.....NOW.  I won't eat food until Monday night at 10:07pm.
Wish me luck.  Detox..acky