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Things I hate Friday
I hate getting told off via text message, email, or note. My boss at PP used to leave horribly narky emails and letters and notes for us, and I've worked with several managers and colleagues who have used that tactic to communicate displeasure or similar negative emotions toward my work or actions. The worst parts really are that you can't defend ( Read more... ) -
Eeyore
I feel like this is the place I come to vent, rather than share excitement and happiness. Such a downer. I hate the idea that things are beyond my control. Being a Psych major has taught me locus of control amongst other things, but I found so much that spoke to me in my 2013 astrological reading. I'm trying to stay positive that this is a really ( Read more... ) -
I am Jack's bitter realisation
Ugh, on my way home from night shift. Thank god this crap will be over soon. Positive changes happening for me, work & Uni etc. Hopefully I can dedicate 2013 to continued personal development. Because otherwise I'm going to get distracted trying to locate boys who are awesome, attractive, into me and haven't slept with my best friends, or want to ( Read more... ) -
It comes in threes
I'm having a week of bad luck with guys.
Devastatingly friend-zoned, news of impending move to Queensland by primary lover, and finally, stood up - although I was meeting someone fromTwitter who's not a love interest - is hopefully the bad luck triad done and dusted. Can I breathe and start again now?
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Oh mother
My Mum is so toxic and deluded. Talking about how we're both short tempered with each other and I mention how she's the one who gets poisonous and personal. Ivan think of so many hurtful things she's said to me without provocation that all there is now is a giant lump in my throat and years blurring my vision, instead of words. How can she say that ( Read more... ) -
Feels
Woke up from a dream where Potential Love Interest (PLI) 1 had decided to date someone plain and boring and mousey which had upset me, mainly due to not realizing PLI1 was interested in dating at all.
Then over breakfast I was eavesdropping on a conversation between a small group of lesbian women, which made me sad that men have dominated my dating ( Read more... ) -
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Nah that's all good, I'm perfectly happy to listen to someone I'm interested in talk about other girls they're trying to hook in with.
Fuck this shit man, I'm not talking to anyone until exams are over and even then I'll only have a couple of weeks until the next round.
Hermitization, begin.
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Not interested
Didn't get the job. What a surprise. Strong internal candidate. Seriously, how? It was the lowest level job in the department. I didn't even get an interview. Had a massive breakdown yesterday about doing too much and making myself unemployable because I my lack of specific focus and experience. Worst realization ever. Still have to finish ( Read more... ) -
Typical
Lives overseas, staying overseas
Lives interstate, goes overseas
Lives in my city, from interstate, going overseas
Lives in my city, going overseas
Nah, it's cool. I don't need to meet guys who are geographically available. It's fine. *storm cloud*
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The price of sanity
I haven't even been back at my parents' house a week and I'm already trying to negotiate an exit strategy. What is the cost of rent when it's assisting to maintain one's sanity? Am I going to lose my mind while preserving my financial health? Which is more important?
There are three possible scenarios here. Stay with my parents for free (until when ( Read more... )