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Waiting by the phone
Waiting for a call back about a job is like waiting for a call from a date. Except I've asked out the hottest, most popular guy in school and I'm pretty sure that he's not interested. Come on Universe, I'd be good at this job, I'd thrive, you'll still have plenty of challenges to throw my way, not least of all the fact I have 7 exams and a week ( Read more... ) -
Carnnnn
I'm backing myself for a new job. Or rather, I'm trying to. I'm petrified. It's a real job, not a small business, autonomous, bluff my way through job. Maybe I just don't have any confidence in my abilities but I really desperately want this job and I'm worried I won't get it and I'll need to stay where I am until something else worthwhile comes up ( Read more... ) -
A firm, yet shaky grip on reality
Up, dressed, hair done, make up done, nails done, bag packed, study plan updated and assignment submitted. Damn, it feels good to be a gangsta...
Well there's nothing like productivity to banish stress anyway. I'm not sure how good my Psychopathology assignment is but it's done and it's in on time. I can move on to the next topic, the next subject, ( Read more... ) -
I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue
I can feel myself getting sick. This is terrible timing. The biggest work event of the year is in a week and a half, I have assignments due per the next week or two for all three of the courses I'm doing and right now all I want to do is sleep and study.
I made a playlist of all the old music I used to listen to when I was 16-18, so Blink 182, ( Read more... ) -
Because you won't forget me
Pretty sure I know why I've enjoyed my teenager for the last year... He won't forget me.
I worry that I'm just going to be another ex girlfriend to the guys I've had relationships with, and just another fuck to the ones who were more casual. But amongst the guys who I was just a one night stand to, or just another female friend they hooked up with ( Read more... ) -
I can't do this anymore
I'm 25 years old ( Read more... ) -
Dismantle me
There are three guys that can completely dismantle me, that have the complete upper hand with me. Two of them are younger (although one by only 18 months) and I don't understand how they affect me so much, the other I care not to think about in general. That kind of person that you drop everything for and mumble your words for, try to impress and ( Read more... ) -
I'm sorry
For whatever it was I did to not have some of my oldest and most treasured friends in my life anymore.
For being a drunken mess with feelings six months ago and being played for a fool and acting like one.
For being a shit housemate and not being home to keep my kitty company and not trying hard enough to make things better.
For working too much and ( Read more... ) -
What the eff
Totally got jealous and territorial over a girl at work today because she had a photo of her back (topless) with a sharpie piece by a guy I was hooking up with on her phone and the remnants of it peeking up from the back of her shirt. Plus she skates, is just stupidly awesome and hot and I want to hate her but I can't because she's great, so I want ( Read more... ) -
Changing my name
To Scott. Scott Nofriends.
Kidding, but I really won't by the end of the next semester. Better spend Uni break getting to know everyone again! And figuring out why some people don't seem to be talking to me anymore...
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