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Insanity
This is the craziest schedule I have ever written. Even looking at it is giving me an adrenalin rush. Bring. It. On.
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And not a single fuck was given that day
I've actually stopped caring. My primary emotion is apathy. Uni? Meh. Work? Meh. Friends? Meh. Boys? Meh. Don't actually give a rats about any of it. In one of those moods where I want to go home and throw out all of my things, play some TF2 and ignore the world for the whole weekend. I'll get through Uni, I don't care if I get shitty grades this ( Read more... ) -
NEED MOAR TIEM
Fuck! Stress! Fuck fuck fuck! I'm at that point in the semester where I do not honestly know how I'm going to fit everything in. It came much later this time but here it is. How am I going to fit in 2 jobs, 4 units, 5 pole courses and writing (freelance work/reviewing/blogging) in!? Oh and possibly continuing to hang out with a new boy man.
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Coal
If there's one thing the last 3 years has taught me, it's resilience. It may sometimes be numbness or coldness but I'm definitely more resilient when it comes to matters of the heart. I've seriously had feelings for maybe 2 people in the last 3 years and they've both fucked me around - seemingly having feelings in a casual relationship and then ( Read more... ) -
Trying to push past
I have been trying so hard for so many months to do the right thing by everyone an still I keep getting hit with struggle after struggle. Right now I'm dealing with three strong women, coincidentally all blonde, who all have a strong idea of what they want and it's damn hard to meet their standards. All I want to do is work hard, study hard, pay ( Read more... ) -
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One day, just one day, it would be nice to attract a guy who is not in a relationship, in other city or in his teenage years.
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... acting 17
Lying in my bed at my parents house with my teddy in a Scott pilgrim tee, working at a laser tag centre and my friend with benefits is 18. I feel like I have gone backwards at least 6 years... I'm even about to start Uni again. Oh, and still have braces. What the fuck, life?
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Kick around town... with me?
Chatting to one of my friends today I realized two things... I don't have to be a girlie girl, I like not being one and that's OKAY. Thank Christ... And that the type of guy I want to have a relationship with and the type of relationship I want is just like the last one ad guess what!? THAT'S OKAY TOO! I like guys who make music, dress like skaters ( Read more... ) -
2011
In 2011 I...
Started the year seeing a boy I really liked who decided I wasn't girlfriend material but stayed friends with.
Was working in a job I loved but was earning minimum wage and had no room to move.
Had some great dates with lovely boys who just weren't right for me.
Managed a band, launched an EP and had a successful event until their ( Read more... ) -
Thailand & Advertising
Two things I decided to do today. Both may involve leaving my current job. Meh.
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