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Cut me a break
Well life has just been one big clusterfuck after another. I'm sick again, I'm beyond broke again, there never seems to be any respite. Any soon as I deviate out of my budget even slightly, the universe drops massive shit on me. Too bad for stuff like Christmas I guess.
The bonus of being sick and broke I guess is that I'm wearing my US5 Hurley ( Read more... ) -
Hoop hands and Cali dreams
I am going to do everything I can to get to California. The only question is, for how long, which dictates when. One on hand, I want to escape winter, go to Vegas for my birthday, explore the West Coast & Mexico and experience life in the US. On the other hand, I want to go as soon as I can which means March probably, and only 2-3 weeks. I'm going ( Read more... ) -
Up and go
I want to sell everything I own and bail. I am so stuck in this debt, job & city.
All my plans are dependent on paying this off, but it feels like the light at the end of the tunnel is very far away.
So lonely. My friends are out having a good time, finding people to share their lives with (yay! <3) and travelling ( Read more... ) -
Really?
My apparent soulmate is thinking about coming to Australia in November. That's pretty amazing. Twitter does connect!
I say apparent because that's what a Tarot reader told me. That I would meet someone who is well educated, is respected in community, has serious ties or lives overseas, is a little bit older than me is someone I've corresponded with ( Read more... ) -
Baby you can be my motivation
I now have motivation to pay off debt & save money in the form of California. Now I need motivation for work and motivation to get back into shape. Figured if I have a month off the booze it might help. For now I just want to go home, I'm not doing anything productive at work at all. Plus I don't have the energy for class, let alone running or any ( Read more... ) -
Baby, did you forget to take your meds?
Yes.
And I'm really regretting it today.
My life is not awesome right now.
I need $20k+ to sort my life out.
Then I might get some semblance of happiness back.
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Fresh start, new plans
Back to being single! Hurrah!
Sort of.
But it's the better option right now. I can focus on all of the stuff I need to sort out in my own life which is pretty much getting my finances under control, finding a rewarding & fulfilling job with room to move and a team environment and getting some "25 before 25" items ticked off.
I sat down and wrote a ( Read more... ) -
Get out
Please just get out of my head. So much shit reminds me of you and I get jealous about shit I shouldn't even care about at all. I either want something solid or to erase the option from my brain entirely. Damn it. This is all your fault.
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At some point I'm going to have to stop drinking the pain away. But not now...
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