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I'm dreaming of a not-so-lonely, not-so-broke Christmas
It's Christmas day, I've watched Love Actually, had a shower, gotten dressed and chatted to people on Facebook ever since I got up. Thank goodness I brought my laptop. My brother gave me a gold rams head ring for Christmas, which is quite nice but not really my style. Still, it's a lovely gift. I spent all my Christmas money from Nanna on gifts for ( Read more... ) -
It's 3AM, where are your children?
My parents children are drinking white wine and watching Gossip Girl and Pretty Little Liars ( Read more... ) -
I can't believe I'm doing this...
I accidentally applied for another job. It went like this... I got sad about my pay and bills and stuff, I looked on Seek, I found a job which is awesome, I called up to ask about it and ended up sending my resume in. I printed off the PD and highlighted the Successful Candidate Criteria that apply to me - it was the whole list. They pay $15,000 ( Read more... ) -
Fuck you
I'm happy. So sue me. It is what it is. -
I worry too much
After a cup of tea, a chat and a cigarette at Nick's house I decided to go to rehearsal and just try my hardest. I've got to commit to being at practice every day this week and really trying my hardest to nail the routine but I'm only half a beat behind and there's only one combo I'm struggling with a little bit. When I got out of practice I had ( Read more... ) -
Could be the start of something
Stayed at LX's two nights so far this week. If he'd had his way it would have been three in a row. As I was leaving he was already asking when I was coming back and while we actually kissed last night there wasn't anything else.
It's just so sweet and innocent, it baffles me. It's so unlike how I've started anything else. It was weird hearing people ( Read more... ) -
Drunk me is a genius
Going out 3 weekends in a row was not necessarily a wise move, especially staying up all night on Saturday teaching myself Ableton, although that was fun. I got myself some new friends, new skills & a new housemate, saw a band and had a great time bonding with one of my brothers. I even got some study done, 2 hours of pole rehearsal and ate some ( Read more... ) -
Fuck off...
Hot bartender is single again. God damnit, I'd totally made myself forget about that. Stupid Fin, as if his friend who was the number 1 pick in the first place get single barely more than 2 months after we hook up. LX... so hot. So not a douche. So nice to hang out and have him come and sit outside with me on Saturday, he's a total sweetie. -
Nothing left to do but drink & dance
I worked all weekend and still won't have enough for rent. I have an appointment with an advocate before my academic hearing submission. I have to lose 4-5kgs before Fantasy and I have assignments & tests for the next few weeks. How the hell is this all going to work out? I'm trying to be positive and sometimes it's even working. Loan paperwork ( Read more... ) -
Dreamin'...
One day I will be earning enough money to not be in debt and I won't have to work 70 hours just to pay my rent. One day I'll be able to afford holidays and nice clothes & things, good meals and shows and so on.
Pretty sure I'm dreaming, but the CEO and two of the Directors at least seem to be pretty stoked with me and are convinced I'll be moving on ( Read more... )