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No, it's unfortnate that you're in love with me. It's unfair that you felt the fucking need to unburden your soul about it
Reading back over someone else's journal entries with a different context is so enlightening.
I kind of feel sick, like I've made some terrible mistake. Or lost something worth a fuck load of cash. -
The journey of 1000 miles
Finally making some progress at pole. Last night was the first time I've been able to do every combo, I got through 8 x 8 counts of freestyle when everyone else bailed and really pushed myself. Felt amazing.
Yesterday I applied for a loan, I have to submit my supporting documents today. It's not a big step but it's in the right direction.
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Could things get worse?
Somehow I need to find $2276 ASAP. I'll get paid $1027 (plus whatever my payrise equates to) and that leaves $1249, and whatever I get paid from Sexpo will be some of that. Hopefully it's $20-25/hr and hopefully it's cash. I have way too many bills and I need to pay rent. Fucking crap.
This run of bad news days has to end soon.
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Solitude
Had the house to myself today. I. Fucking. Loved. Every. Minute. I cleaned, I baked, I studied, I set up a desk, I ate good healthy food all day whilst reading textbooks in my tracksuit pants. I don't want another housemate, I want to live by myself.
Can anyone say Pole Room?
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Oh. I see.
Jut had one of those epiphanies where you picture how you want a particular part of your life to turn out. Reading the Home section of the paper is so bad for me. Found my perfect house, even though it's in like... Tarneit or Melton in one of the estates. I love loving in Richmond now but I really want a family house like that one. Means I need to ( Read more... ) -
I hate me
Wasn't supposed to drink last night. Copped some shit news that made me feel really bad so I had A wine and studied. Then my gay husband, bless him, gave me a cocktail he'd made wrong. Well then it was game over. Cider, bourbon, beer, cigarettes, hungry jacks, was given a bump to "straighten me out"... Spent all the money I was so carefully ekeing ( Read more... ) -
dB&$
I've settled on a name for my label, my boss is currently ruminating on it and will hopefully agree to it today.
How's about...
Decibels & Dollars.
:)
Neil, this one is for you x -
Everyone knows I'm in over my head...
Financially and time-wise. I've committed to not going out, studying, going to the gym and that's pretty much it. I don't even have time for a relationship right now even though it would be awesome. I have my needs taken care of and that's pretty much it. It's weird, I started hooking up with someone and now we talk every day, but I'm pretty sure ( Read more... ) -
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There's something nice about sitting in Starbucks with a hot chocolate listening to Dashboard and studying. I miss stuff like this. -
I can cook, why am I single?
I should be in a relationship, seriously. Just based on my cooking.
Roquette, trout, roasted potato & beetroot salad with horseradish cream dressing.
Avocado and tomato on Turkish and fresh coffee.
Baked tuna steak with almond crust on a bed of baby spinach with roasted vegies. Red wine. Apple crumble.
Piña coladas of multiple varieties, mojitos, ( Read more... )