Stayed at Hannah's last night against my better judgement. I got a call saying I'm being taken to VCAT because my car is still at my old house. I've been trying to get it moved for ages. I don't have the money to pay my bond before picking up the keys, let alone pay for a tow truck and all the other extras like wheel nuts that it apparently needs. ( Read more... )

So last Thursday I was supposed to work my one day at my old job and then go straight to work at my second job (different from my main job) but I felt like absolute shit and wanted to die, plus I had just moved house, had an assignment due the next day and whatevs. Something had to give. I was going to get up and go in early, then I was just going ( Read more... )

My parents still treat me like I'm a child ( Read more... )

... to SMS or email or Facebook someone back about a shift that you can CLEARLY do, when they're in a pickle!? This girl can obviously work this shift because she's hanging out at home calling the studio with useless questions and I'm in a major bind hoping my other job doesn't call to see where I am when my shift starts in 37 minutes ( Read more... )

If you love me, let me go back to that bar in Tokyo, where the demons from my past leave me in peace...

This song really resonates with me for so many reasons, as well as having one of my favorite video clips ever.

This is the first day of lockdown. I missed my flight. I'm tired and I'm not looking forward to telling my boss I'll be 2 hours late. Or ( Read more... )

Spent the couple of hours reading Evangelion manga. I started at #4 where Asuka arrives. She reminds me of B, my old frenemy. Young, prodigal, overtly sexual and socially retarded. She also therefore reminds me of all the feelings that I associated with that girl. Inadequacy, jealousy, feelings of failure and constant competition. It was so ( Read more... )

Tenth day in a row... Two days "off" in Sydney to work on my own projects ie. work out Skarlett's calendar for the year, plan gigs, marketing, charity projects... one day to hopefully go to Pole class at Bobbi's, hang out with friends and stuff... I don't feel like it's real time off because I'm going to be doing my own work and I'll be away. Plus ( Read more... )

Every day on the way to work I go past several bridal stores (such is life working on Chapel Street) and the stuff in there is mostly nice. Reminds me of when I wanted to be a wedding/events planner. I'm doing marketing & events now which is close enough but my love for weddings changed into a bitter, twisted feeling in the pit of my stomach. I ( Read more... )

I'm only hard to read if you're trying to read something that's not there ( Read more... )

Went to a Burlesque night tonight with a friend that one of our friends was running. Ordered two cocktails; one Kiwi martini & one absinthe/chartreuse/vodka thingy... Turns out it for 2 for 1 cocktails so we ended up with 4... AND free shots from the Russian Standard promo girls. Then we won prized in burlesque trivia answering questions about ( Read more... )