Something has happened to me. I'm different. I don't know when it happened but all of a sudden... I'm really shy when I meet new people. In class when the teacher calls on me I ca feel my face get very red and someone's holding my neck so that words can't come out. I'm constantly embarassed and very, very quiet. If people are talking I sit very ( Read more... )

so evidently i've lost all my morals and my faith dur to my poor choice in relationships. i'm tired of people judging me because i'm not perfect. stop comparing me.

The second season of swedish Idol starts today. Oh if you could only be here to share the menial fun, dear Alex.

reasons why i've been happy lately:
fall is here and it's kind of pretty.
I love someone who loves me back.
I am coming home for christmas.
I am learning, which i have always loved.

Ha! Look what Paul says about religion: (this is a different translation, if it sounds weird to some people)

"So, than, if with Christ you've put all that pretentious and infantile religion behind you, why do you let yourselves be buried by it? "Don't touch this! Don't taste that! Don't go near this!" Do you think things that are here today and ( Read more... )

my calendar that has a french phrase each day will tell me tomorrow that:
"les grandes vacances sont bientôt finies." "Summer vacation is almost over"

shut up.

my grandmother just came home. she handed me a painted rock that she bought. on the top it says:

Please turn me over

on the back it says:

Thank you, that was nice

i'm in the middle of writing and essay for my swedish class and i can't think of the word for which i am searching.

my LAUNCHcast radio suddenly begins to play "If I Only Had a Brain."

well thank you.

in other news, i am all alone these days. and I AM coming home for christmas.

by the way, i know my journal has the wrong date. it won't let me fix it.

I'm in a dark and slightly antique auditorium where Anna is standing on the stage next to some guy and giving a speech. She keeps looking at me. I smile at Danielle and get up to leave to catch a bus ( Read more... )

SO i got to swedish class at 8.30 in the morning. Which means i had to get up at 6.30 because of the bus schedule. turns out the teacher didn't want to show up. so i sat in town for two hours because nothing was open. and it was cold ( Read more... )