Since it is after midnight and I don't know if I'm going to be around a lot tomorrow, I have 3 very special birthdays.

Happy Birthday marlenedaily
Happy Birthday cosmo1
Happy Birthday iheartbridges

Hope you all have an amazing day. You are all amazing people and I'm so happy to call you my friends.

I'm totally crying right now, Oh Gilmore Girls, I'm going to miss you, even at your worst, you could make me laugh.

We are home safe, I'm using my brother's computer for the evening. Although I feel like all the progress I did in Florida has come undone because the closer I got to home the worse I feel. There are just so many memories around here for me to deal with. I am mad but the hurt is still there so much, as is the lonliness.

I'm so tired of the panic attacks. I'm tired of feeling my heartbeat in my throat and feeling like if someone touches me I'm going to snap in half. I want to scream, I want to hit something, I want to throw up. The Prozac keeps me sane during the day, but at night I feel so on edge. The pills the ER doc gave me keep me from going into full blown ( Read more... )

I'm starting to get mad, it's still not all the way there but it is starting. He is taking off of work on Thursday and Friday and Saturday to go and spend the weekend with her. I shouldn't know this but I do ( Read more... )

I'm going crazy, there is only so much that I can do to keep my minds off of things, and I'm freaking out because all I can think of is the fact that he is going over to her house for the weekend. I've tried reading, playing games on the computer, excercising (I've put in many hours at the fitness center). My stupid cell phone doesn't work here so ( Read more... )

He broke up with me.

I don't know what to do. I have no place to go, no extra money, and right now no hope.

I'm not going to do anything stupid but I feel so helpless right now.

We are having a blizzard, I saw 4 freaking cars in the ditch when I was driving home from work. I'm so glad I'm off tomorrow.

Thank you to everyone who answered my last post. I'm really tired and going to bed now (still recuperating from this stomach bug) but I wanted to let everyone know that Dylan did get to come home today, after I talked to Lori yesterday he started eating and drinking. They will keep an eye on him of course, but I truly beleive all of your well ( Read more... )

Still under the weather, but I had to come on and say. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU to my "Secret Santa" whose present arrived today.