"A lady I will be, but a man's accessory, his handbag, no thank you. I will not be someone's ornament. I will not just be someone's honey, baby, sweetheart."

"Because what is more like love than the ocean? You can play in it, drown in it. It can be clear and bright enough to hurt your eyes, or covered in fog; hidden behind a curve of road, and then ( Read more... )

so that boy that i fell for.. he's now single. which means that i can kiss him all i want<3. hah. we actually hung out last night. we went out to dinner with a bunch of his friends who are really cool. i enjoyed meeting them and hanging out with them. :] i think that next time, he's gonna have to meet some of my friends. muahaha. he's in for some ( Read more... )

when did life become so confusing? you'd think that as you get older, it would become easier. but it doesn't. you start caring about people more, sometimes to the point where it hurts more than you thought it would. you do things you regret and can't take back. your friends start meaning the world to you, even though your family should be the thing ( Read more... )

so i've decided that i'm officially done with dealing with people who don't give a damn about me and lie to me without the slightest hint of guilt. it's over, and it sucks because i'm definitely going to miss the friendship that i THOUGHT me and this guy had, but maybe it's for the best. maybe he'll realize that i'm not the one he should be blaming ( Read more... )

i've come to the conclusion that there is nothing better than lying on the beach with your best friend<3.

and there is also nothing better than going out to dinner and a movie with someone who makes you so genuinely happy that half the time you want to cry. but it's happy tears. [ i promise. ]

oh. apparently exit 117a and exit 117 on the parkway are ( Read more... )

ok, so i won the fight for the thing i didn't want to lose. i actually smiled a lot today. :] i love my friends.

and i wrote a wonderfully long two page letter to this boy. and if he doesn't read it all, i'm gonna beat him up. :P

but i hope he will<3.

i hate fighting for something that doesn't matter to the other person. little things mean so much more than people give them credit for. when someone you care about says they'll call you later to work out a problem that may end up destorying your friendship doesn't call you back, it hurts ten times worse because it makes you feel like it's not a ( Read more... )

hmm.
apparently i'm so magical that i can make pain go away just by talking to people over the phone. lol.
that's a pretty cool thing, i gotta admit. :]

school sucks lately. jeremy won't look at me. he thinks there's nothing left to say even though there is. i think he's just doing it to make me feel like crap so his pride doesn't seem hurt.

rob is ( Read more... )

it's crazy how one person can make you happy enough to sing in the mornings. :]
i love it, though.

 i saw him again today (the guy i kissed last night). he stayed over his dad's last night, so he was still in town this morning. he called and i wanted to see him before he left, so we met up at my old school. i took my dog too, 'cause he loves her. i went up and hugged him and was like, "baby (my dog) missed you." and he goes, "aww.. and i missed ( Read more... )