I love you all and i just an to way i love youa ll and i wih you a maery vchirstmas ( Read more... )

you have become so much uglier than i had ever predicted. i feel sorry for your waste. feel sorry for the fact that i cared . feel sorry that the only good will never outweigh the bad. your denial and selfishness will be the cause of every single thing you blame everyone else for ( Read more... )

hi ( Read more... )

I'm sorry ( Read more... )

I dont know why you bothered speaking.

Did you do this all on purpose?
Why not spare me.

I'm sorry I'm not what you intended me to be.

I'm sorry you are exactly what they've told me.

And in this ugly moment, I'm sorry you haven't got the respect to realise.

You haven't got very much at all.

Im gone. thank you and goodnight.

I dont know how and why and when and where things started to get better.. allowing my head to stop drowning. Im so fucking unstable like that. I'll be sitting here and the most heavy wave of crap accumalated from 5 billion things will create this vicious sadness that sits on my shoulders..kisses the back of my head, and perches moulding its ( Read more... )

I have nothing amusing to say. Everything seems to be nothing really. Went to the beach today and swam in the ocean, then sat in the sun with a sandy bum. Then went back to james's place and drank goon with tals while ambs confirmed her placement at uni in Canberra. I still dont understand that she is going. I dont think i ever will. I dont want to ( Read more... )

I hate how much I doubt in my heart. It feels like a ticking bomb ready to make a mess of my insides. It makes me look for false answers, and makes me push the wrong questions. It makes me make believe my mind ( Read more... )

FIRST REAL KISS ( Read more... )

I like today. I feel weightless

Im so excited we've all got the best part of the year still to come. Endless hazy lazy days of summer mother fuckers. I dont feel consumed by anything. I feel excited.

did I ever tell you I loved you?

I really do baby poons and peens.

thank you danni.bina.ambs.bec.tals.luke.fezz.

I've got nothin but ♥ for you