So tonight was kinda crazy. It started like a normal night I went wiht chels to meet up with rebecca and we ending up at grill I was excited I knew it would be fun. I wasnt there for more than 15 min when Abby called my cell. And she told me that her and her sister and her sisters b-friend were coming up there. As soon as she said this my heart ( Read more... )

I really need to start writing in here again. I have been writing blogs on myspace but its all too showy.. I am censoring myself somehting i told myself i would never do. I was reading thro old ljs and I was reading about Abby and what i felt about her in the very beggining. It scared me. I cant believe I knew she was for me all the way back then ( Read more... )

"What it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be quite alright I've got one hand in my pocket And the other is flicking a cigarette ( Read more... )

I havent had much to say lately casue i have been living and trying not to analyze tooo much. But I am excited I am offically with the girl of my dreams and it is amazing! everything is amazing! I guess all the pain did pay off!<3

feeling is overrated

It wasnt quite a vacation: written previously while in there out of here ( Read more... )

im in a class in whcih we discuss culture and society. The first book I have to read is WASTED. I know some of you have read this. I wonder how triggering one book can be and if this perspective will make me withdrawl in class or open up... Whatever I do I cant say that i understand in calss...they will know too much- feeling thinner than the scale ( Read more... )

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everything is shitty and everything sucks so bad right now i dont know what to do...im just going to ignore everything and have fun casue fuck i only live once and in a yr i wont even member this shit<3