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Its been a while since i Have felt like this. Probibly since brittany. I really feel like im falling apart, but the fun part is acting like everything is just fine. I just get drunk and forget how fucked up I am. Ive been listening to Kristy Lee alot and I have been listening to one song over and over... Its all about wanting so bad... but knowing ( Read more... )

I wanna fall off the fucking earth!

I dont think I have ever been so comfused in my life as I am right now. I wish I had more movement and less moving. I am getting my mind ready to be moving a agin and working prety hard at school so I get good grades. I have a few papers to write this week, but I will get them all done. I got really drunk the other night and had a good time...a ( Read more... )

I have a lot of feelings latley that i cant deal with. Friends with benifits really gets fucked up when someone falls for the other one. I cant help how I feel and that really sucks right now. I miss her, I havent hung out with her much latley. She told me the other night that shehas been having sex with a couple lately the girl uses a strap on ( Read more... )

THis is probibly the hardest thing I have ever done. Im doing it for many reasons. One isnt becasue its bad for me. SO i have thought of other reasons to do it. I want to see how strong of a human being I am. I want to see if my will power is actually strong enough to resist the urge of SMOKING. Many of my friends support me which is good, but I ( Read more... )

When I see the plastic bag floating in the air I think that if people only stopped for a min they would see beauty. The way the wind could take on life so you could see how it dancesis like making the cool wind we love to feel on our faces alive. I dont have you on a pedestal. I just see your faults as beauty as the rest of you. Your eyes talk to ( Read more... )

Rejection has been my constant state for so long I feel like im falling face first into a broken heart. Why would you try to put it back together only to break it again. Why does my heart pull me to you? Why do I think you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen? Why do I want to be close to you every second I can? Why do I feel like m ( Read more... )

I am hurting so much , but i keep denying that this pain might be love. Damn this fucking sucks!