Ok, so I guess that it's obvious to you that I like you then, wherever you want to go with that I am going to leave up to you. You seem unsure about us pursuing anything together, so I'm going to leave the first move to you. I am perfectly fine with just being friends with you if you don't think that anything else exists between us, but I will ( Read more... )

I miss you I miss you I miss you YOU have no idea how much I love you! 14 days ill be 22 yay

SO When I woke up this morning I stood on the scale(Like I do every morning so it will be about the same). I weigh 184. Now I think I might be liking this med. woo hoo

I am creating a zine. I need poetry, stories, movie/book review, and music all gay theme. I am trying to make this school a little more aware. anything would help. You can write anything about love, relationships, sex, god, and the list goes on. I would appreicate. email them to alybabauwf@aol.com, thanks much

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I have been watchign people today. I notcied things like girls with shinny headbands, big chunk highlights, people on cell phones which number in the thousands, and smokers begging for cigs casue they dont want to walk to a parking lot far from where we are. I realized that people are all habits and consequenses to their addictions. I watch4ed as ( Read more... )

So I have written some new songs. If you wanna listen http://www.purevolume.com/undercoverangel

let me know what you think...

My eyes, heart, and mind drop
At the thought of your skin
So soft, relaxed, sexy
Smile, Expression so deep
Inside your eyes tell me
That you want me unless
You would rather leave
Out the truth
That your scared of falling
off the place you feel safe
Not feeling but you cannot
Stop yourself from it all
can be so overwhelming ( Read more... )

"you wanna kiss me dont you ( Read more... )

I am hesitating as I go to that place. The place that is so far inside myself that i must remind myself that im not afraid of the dark. The pathway gets so small I am crawling. BUt I can feel the air getting cooler the further i go. I am shivering as I come to a draw. I slide it open slowely staring at its contents. My fear is full and envelopes me ( Read more... )