changed my mind. i dont give a damn.

The Billboard beginning

Made artificial eyes burn

Their laughs containing words

Complete       and         Faulty              -------                  Another empty window.

You would Like me,
          Sleeping with thoughts not safe
Still such lifeless tears
   Were said too soften the cold music.

I haven't Land                                               .............. You're My eyes.

I sometimes find I've lost all hope
I just roll over . . . and play dead
                    because I sometimes find it may NOT be worth the fight
Not to live, not even to love
                    but just to be alive in a world -- where everyone is already dead around you
how can I sit and wait and watch and ...

Alone at the light I ( Read more... )

I feel liek a rant but quit fankly... im pathetic and since id just be yellign at myself anyways,.... WHY post it .

Sometmes i just wanna be someone else.  Or go back a choose a diffrent path.
                              "its not to late"
ah but it is.

SOooooooo maybe Ill make a change but my pathetic dependant nature ( Read more... )

Some                 Remember
              Some                     forget

For standing with death
Was nothing diffrent...

Some small names

Distinctly                              sound
                                        Soft

But        Life ( Read more... )

Rain -- wears patience,
                Like kindness stains the soul.
                                    As beauty becomes the end
                                                        to timeless night

So that opaque, twilight phantom -- might pass -- Beyond dreams, Into Truth.

Transparent Dialect of pleading voices--
        Searching amidst solitary echos~
    There upon the sea I found that nameless book;
It hangs draped in blue ribbon
                                                                Secrets dance revealing ivory wings
         Suddenly the unshattered current ( Read more... )

Grey Eyes Drifted ~~~
Shimmering across >>> misty waters
Your delicous Rhythm began swirling Downward ''''''''
//// From Laughter surfaced desire. \\\\