Last night i saw my first shooting star. They say to make a wish when you see one cross the sky. All i could think of was one person in particular but no wish. I actually started thinking about this person and how blind ive been. It's really hard to admit or accept when youre being used and accept the reality of it. It's even harder and more ( Read more... )

i like to take pictures. < 3!=)


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i seriously feel so shitty right now. i feel like everything i do or say is wrong. i just want things to be simple. i feel alone in my little world that i live in right now and very much...hated?

ten years ago: i was 8. i moved from one neighborhood to the next one over and made new friends and started getting into trouble. i played a lot of sports, too. elementary school was pretty tight.

five years ago: i was 13 and miserable. i moved to Geneva and went to Jackson Heights middle school and i hated everyone and everything. i started ( Read more... )

Gettng ridiculosly wasted&& going dancing is teh best EVERRRRR! i went wth kara emilyt and elana. i ran into AWESOEM AARON! & the LOveLY ANDREA! annnnnd MY SISTER BEKHAAA![and we danceddt he night awayy]


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.there is no future.
.there is no past.
.i live this moment as my last.
.theres only us.       
.theres only this.
.forget, regret.
.or life is yours to miss.
.no other road .
.no other way.
.no day but today.

leave an anonymous comment with either/or:
1.)a memory.
2.)a story.
3.)talk shit.
4.)why you love me so much.
5.)anything that could possibly come to your mind.

a vision: a blur: silence: bliss

everything you've ever known. gone.


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