i was driving in the rain today and i was thinking and it made me start crying..a lot. i hate when i drive alone sometimes because it actually gives me the time to think about a lot of things. things that i dont necessarily like to think about. which is pretty much reality, i suppose. In all honesty i just wanted to crash my car into the nearest ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like youre all alone?

Sometimes I feel like im in a room full of people but theres no sound. no sound at all. but everyone around me is talking and yelling and laughing and having a good time. Its like my life is standing still, and theyre going on without me. I feel like my friends are there but not really. Theyre just ( Read more... )

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what reminds me of you.
3. i will tell you what band or movie that reminds me of you
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6.I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered ( Read more... )

Freak Scene.
Sometimes I don't thrill you
sometimes I think I'll kill you
just don't let me fuck up will you
cause when I need a friend it's still you.

Pathetic.
You got, you got, you got to help me out
And I'll try not to argue
No one, no one, no one likes a drop-out
Mistakes are hard to undo
Don't pull me down this is where I belong
I think I'm ( Read more... )

i feel SO bad about some things that happened this past saturday. i know its not my fault but it made me feel bad when he said it was. sorry ( Read more... )

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i'm getting a job, saving every fucking dime i earn and i'm moving out of this fucking place. i'm going up north to jersey/NY. fuck this bullshit. i'm done. now everything is going to get worse because now thats all i want and i know how to get it. fuck.

well, i just got back from south florida from visiting some of my family and it was nice to just drive. i had a lot of fun with my cousins even though we didnt do much. It was nice to get away ( Read more... )

Stay with me ( Read more... )

Today.
Honestly I can't even really put into words how i feel right now. I went to the chorus picnic and since i dropped out and all i didnt really feel i would be included cause i mean hey, who knew i would even show up? Well my teacher went throught the whole awards thing or whatever and i was talking to him and he said he had something for me. ( Read more... )