"why nice guys are such losers ( Read more... )

around this time of year i allways used to have something to look forward to...the end of the school year....this is the first year i dont have that...in fact i dont have anything to look forward to except nicer weather...which i wont get to see because ill be in a warehouse 8 hours in the middle of the day...i put a bid on a first shift job...my ( Read more... )

why would i waste a perfectly good thing for something that never had a shot...even if the perfectly good thing wasnt perfect it was still something....what do i have at the moment?....long nights and mornings all by myself with nothing to look forward to....well atleast this weekend should be fun....

so this is one of the best nights ive had in a long time...so i bought a new man thong...it fits awkwardly i think i need to shave and or trim my pubs....hahaha and i got a jester hat to go with it....then i took krystal out to dinner.....brought her flowers and met her mom first...then picked up caitlyn becca and cammy and went cosmic bowling... ( Read more... )

just when i want to give up my mind tells me something different....or atleast my dreams do....i dont think im going to really care about the dream thing though cuz its never worked out for me anyways....i messed shit up i should have just went for what i could have had and not tried to shoot for the stars and end up alone like always if you fly to ( Read more... )

possibly...but arnt they always

subject says it all

its been sooooo long since i had held a girl whose beauty can just not be put into words....and last night i loved every minute of it even if it didnt mean a thing and you just sat with me by chance then got tired...either way that was the happiest ive been in a long time

so yea...boredom...love it...ugh can good things come from settling or am i supposed to always go for something higher then myself and always not achieve it....

so i think what the problem here is...that i like you but i dont think i want a relationship now....see when i told people that i just didnt think i liked you enough i found out that wasnt true because well i still hit on you all the damn time and think about it being us....but i really dont think i want a relationship....who knows maybe im broken ( Read more... )