so last night i finally got a good night of sleep which was much needed...the only bad thing was the dream....remind me what i know deep down i want but can never have....even reaching out in my dream i couldnt reach you....ugh i dont know if its foreshadowing or if its to remind me of a past

the subject says it all....last night proved it i played like 10 games of beer pong....puked and rallied played with like 2 or three diffierent rookies and i only lost one game.........im a pong god....that is all

why did i ask for a dog for christmas....i didnt think that through very well.....i love daphne to death but i kind of want to move out....i should obviously get a job first....but i think i want get out of my dads house....and thats difficult to do with a dog.....oh well ill stay here till i get kicked out i guess....or untill i pay of my college ( Read more... )

ok so the giants won the super bowl which was amazing.....pretty much one of the best things to happen to me in a long time....my mom got a myspace which was a little awkward because i wrote down some stuff about how fucked my childhood was because of her and well she read it....theres one girl right now that i know likes me....but im not positive ( Read more... )

so there has been so much great stuff going on recently but i cant help but think about how people are kind of evil...myself included i have bad thoughts all the damn time....im selfish....and im a bit shallow...but i do try to make sure i dont involve people in my evil things and i try not to hurt other people

i dont know whats wrong with me....everytime i hang out with a girl now for more then like 10 minutes i find myself hitting on her a lot....i dont know why.....but its like im attracted to every single girl right now thats even remotely attractive....people ive known for a long time....people ive just started hanging out with....people i just met ( Read more... )

i hate how you think you have options....then realize that there isnt even one choice out there...and you find yourself stuck in a rut being a 19 y/o college drop out with out a job....living at home....with a busted car....and no girlfriend....what the hell happened to the options i thought i had....or did i just imagine them to get myself out of ( Read more... )

1. List twenty things you wish you could say to people but can't. You can list the same people repeatidly ( Read more... )

this christmas would have been soo much better if i wasnt fucking sick.....in fact it would probably the best one in a long time...but i had to get sick....i allways get sick like 2 major holidaysa year....it sucks

Not Even In My Dreams ( Read more... )