dear boy who appears in windows ( Read more... )

Dear boy who cuts the wooden tumors ( Read more... )

Dear one who swims in the river ( Read more... )

so for a while all the good deep gritty dirty underneath my fingernails, paint in my hair and unwashed untainted non jaded things have come to an end. Now that both my week up at camp and my top secret i 'm sick from work half week of riding my bicycle to camp and staying a half week have come to a close all the adventures seem to have gone out. ( Read more... )

so i'm quitting working at the cafe at long last its been almost 2 years at abir. i tell people i'm leaving because the shoe store is giving me full time and the cafe with cut hours and really low tips lately isn't worth my time. this is true. but its also true that ive seen everything i ever liked about that cafe go out of it. i've seen atleast 4 ( Read more... )

dear city of san francisco ( Read more... )

you walk out into the night air its cold but you'll manage in your rather musty leather jacket found in the old screened in porch of the fulton street house. you turn up 18th street beacuase more people walk up and down that street not for safety but to be seen some people compliment you to their friends as you walk quickley past them and you think ( Read more... )

please go away ( Read more... )

still struggling to stay off wheat and sugar. i'm really good about it when left to my own advices but living with roomates its way to tempting there's always something laying around and i taste it then i'm hooked yet again. i wished i lived with people who shared my ideas of anti inflammatory foods etc. anyways i know its trivial but i not only ( Read more... )

i wonder why i seldomn allow myself to enjoy myself. i see flashy images of countless people my age getting wasted going out night after night my coworkers my friends but i? no i usually let my vanity and my ideas of productivity overule. i save myself that maybe one night a week like the weekenders i detest and sometimes not even that. its so safe ( Read more... )