brushing my teeth this evening i felt like i was stabbing myself where a gaping womb takes form as my mouth ( Read more... )

i never hurled stones and figures ( Read more... )

if you have feelings for a person you should atleast try to tell them right? just to check if they may be mutual right? atleast ask the individual on a date right? but what if the individual is a coworker? and what if hes twice your age than what?
fuck i'm fucking crazy. jesus mary and joseph.

damn you captain hook
all tied up in word netting
making me fucking silly
aren't you with your ever gabbing mouth
this is ridiculous
i feel despicable
jesus fucking christ
someone shoot me i'm crazy

dreams from beyond are like fairytale lenses ( Read more... )

i love my new job! its six hours long shifts never seem that tiring. i get green tea all day long. and i work in an amazing indie cafe. this is rad. plus flaming horse and i have decided to be friends. hahaha and hes tremendous fun! not at all serious in the usual sense i mean he does live in narnia afterall he says, but it feels nice to have a new ( Read more... )

one day i want there to be a documentry about mylife, and i want some british historian to say "matthew was a great walker" .

i kinda like my solitude as of late i feel ok about it. i have a 2nd job interview tomorrow maybe i'll be a barista soon again at a trendy cafe that serves beer and wine too i think i'd be really excited to work there. work would kindof seem like a party. and its a 5 min walk from my apt. on divisidero yayayayayay ok matt don't get your hopes up ( Read more... )

why did you beckon me to you on that rug in front of the insolent beauty ( Read more... )

this is my favorite walk
yes its the walk i once walked down with a flask in my boot
yes after i spoke with that portrait
i'm so glad you recognize him