So. I took the bus to the used sporting goods store to buy the weights. I got there, purchased a 20lb and a 25 lb, put them in my backpack and walked out to catch the bus back to campus. I assumed walking back to the office from the bus stop with 45lbs of weights in my bag would be tiring, but I think I underestimated the distance from the stop ( ( Read more... )

I am going to buy free weights today. My body has become simultaneously bony and flabby. And I still refuse to go to the gym. So I am headed to the used sporting goods store to buy some weights. A couple of 25lb'ers should work at least until I even out my muscle tone and then I'll go from there. Its weird. It's all good below the equator but its ( Read more... )

Call me an angsty 17 year old, but I had a total urge to listen to Tori while running this morning. I used to be one of those, "OMG TORI" types,  but I quickly outgrew it. Nevertheless, her heavy handed laments were what I needed this morning and I am glad that my ipod was able to oblige. One round  through the "Little Earthquakes" album hit the ( Read more... )

Ho-hum. Yawn.

I think the novelty of ritalin has worn off. Time for a higher dose. Or heroin.

Did a ton of stuff this weekend, including a ton of slacking. That was nice. I don't feel rested, but I feel accomplished. I'll take the feeling of exhausted achievement over well-rested any day. (And I'd rather be famous than righteous or holy.)

My Dying ( Read more... )

So, in one of my last entries, I proclaimed that I wasn't going to bitch and moan about the 3 ring circus that is Probation. I expected that to force me to consider the many benefits that Probation is interjecting into my life, and I repeat, there are many. However, what I didn't expect was for me to shut up entirely ( Read more... )

Okay. So ( Read more... )

The chi in my house is unbelievably clogged. Its stuck in the carpet, its stuck in the cabinets, closets, gardens, pantries and bookshelves. The energy has become very stagnant since we came back from Portland almost two years ago. I have been noticing it for a while and have done things here and there to keep things moving, but to no avail. It's ( Read more... )

GAHD.

Anyway. Things have been nuts. School. Work. Relationships. Clarice. Everything is in warp speed and all I can do is play "Fish Tycoon."

Turns out that my boyf (not The BedMate) is dying of melanoma . Last week, his doctor gave him 3-4 months. We both knew he was sick, but I never thought it was gonna happen all so quickly. His doctor told him ( Read more... )

Britney Spears forever. And this guy, too.

Best quote ever: "If anything ever happened to Britney Spears, the world can kiss my ass good bye."

OMG. Best story ever ( Read more... )