Id really like to post some of the pictures I have!!! Ugh I ended up at the barn and we went and did pasture checks and gave out like 10 round bails... it wasnt to cold out today so it wasnt bad. I fucking hate this place everyone here has a stick in their ass. Im through with the people here. I want to be at Delhi, I hate being here by myself. I ( Read more... )

Good morning... So like the rest of you Im dying to know who won....but I will put that out of my head for now cause in about an hour I have that big Ag Sci test that I have been grumbling about lately. I went to the barn this moring again.. Im doin sooo good. Scott Seymor was there, haha Vicky told me I should suck up to him so I can get "in" at ( Read more... )

Well here comes another entry. What a full day. Wow I went to my classes, I had one in the library and Dr.Mals, we discussed internal parasites. I ran out of index cards for my notes, I studied like mad for my Ag Sci test tomarrow. I went to the barn in the afternoon and shannon and I did hay with Jerry. We had to climb all the way up on the hay ( Read more... )

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omg, I cant deal with this shit anymore, I swear to god I have the worst luck with shitty, insane room mates. Why do the majority of them turn out to be loons? (not you Jenn!) So Shannon and Cassie and I went to Walmart yesterday after we went and visited the Belgians and than we came back and went to my room and we ate the food we bought... ( Read more... )

Watchin Halloween 4 and 5 with cassie and franny. Eden is fighting with Sha-ron again (what else is new)and I am thinking about how much this weekend sucks. I went and saw the belgians today that was about the only god thing, other than that my ear is clogged, Im sunburned and I have felt restless all damn day. I want to stay here over Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

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::SIGH:: Im so sad. I have been for days. Im just not getting better, I went to the barn today, I made it to all my classes. I got breezy again. Even the horses arent making me better. I wish I was drunk and sleeping so I could ignore this world. Im beyond help at this point. I need to just stop cause I dont want it anymore. I cant go home this ( Read more... )

WE WATCHED HER DRINK HER PAIN AWAY A LITTLE AT A TIME, BUT SHE COULDNT GET DRUNK ENOUGH TO GET HIM OFF HER MIND ( Read more... )

::sigh:: I dont even know where to begin. I write a post like this atleast once a month trying to get this off my chest and make it go away but it hasnt happened yet. Most of you have no idea about this because I never talk about it because Im trying to put it out of my mind. It has been eating away at me all week and Im just about to scream. Im so ( Read more... )