Ugh what a long day ( Read more... )

what an awful night. I quit drinking I swear. I cant stand one more trip to the hospital. I feel like ICK today. I slept through all of my classes. Im becoming sickenly depressed. I feel like I really have no purpose other than to fuck things up. I feel like I can never do anything right no matter how hard I try. If I think about it I feel so out ( Read more... )

feelin down :( Dont really know why. Thinkin about takin a trip out to wal-mart for some make up. I just won a shirt on ebay. Now I just have to wait for it to arrive. boo I want to go back home. I want to be happy. I thought I was happy and Im just not. I feel real out of place. I cant ever win.

Yea Im so happy got all kinds of food in the dinning hall today such as ( Read more... )

The protest went well. Claire and Sara and I went. The drive to Syracuse was pretty quick. It was soooo cold out. We got there and their were already some people there. They tried to give us leaflets and it felt so good to be like " No thanks We're with you". The crowds seemed pretty interested. It was the opening night of Barnum and Bailey. I had ( Read more... )

Yay circus protest tonight in Syracuse ( Read more... )

You Should Vote For Kerry


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It is so cold here ( Read more... )

AJ really pisses me off. He is such a selfish bastard. He makes me cry. His mind is mush and he doesnt care about anything. I want to scream right now. He always makes life feel so worthless. I feel like he has two different personalities. One is wonderful and the other is the one I saw tonight. Im so ready to just stop caring about everything. oh ( Read more... )

I feel really bad cause I didnt go to the barn today. I felt really sick when I woke up. Im in my 8am class right now so I did manage to scrape myself out of bed somehow. I plan on going to my 9am english class too. Thats right after this.. I hope I make it. I feel dizzy like I did ysterday but alot less sick. I want to be able to make it through ( Read more... )