Okay. This journal is going to be where I post all my RL stuff--I don't want to junk up caytlyn anymore with Rl stuff, because that is my fandom journal, which I still don't use much anymore. Overall, though, LJ is still my preferred weblog place--MySpace just isn't the same ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I wish I wasn't me... then everything might be a lot easier. Then, I stop to consider my life as a whole, only to see that my life is full of a HECk of a lot less drama than everyone else's. SO, then again, sometimes, it's not so bad. I just wish I could stop thinking for once... it's rather aggravating.

I just want to break down and cry so badly right now. Why the FUCK is the world SCREWING with me? I'm so angry, depressed, sad, and stressed all at the same time, I just want to start hurting myself. I KNOW it's not my fault this time, so what the absolute FUCKING hell ( Read more... )

I did okay in the singles tournament... should have done better, though. The thing that kept screwing me over was that the table here is only a six foot... and I am definitely used to a nine-foot, so I keep putting too much force on everything. That kind of sucked ( Read more... )

Well, tonight should definitely be interesting... In the middle of writing half a million finals papers, I have the intramurals pool tournament tonight... maybe I should have compared my schedules a little better beforehand ( Read more... )

( When everything's made to be broken... )

Back at home for the week... this should be interesting. I get to listen to the incessant fighting of the family, and, joy of joys, I get to clean the house for them, because after I left, apparently they all forgot how to clean. It also doesn't help that my mom doesn't feel well, so... yeah ( Read more... )

I just... I don't know anymore. I feel like such a jerk... especially because guys are apparently flirting with me, and I don't even notice. I've never been good with this kind of thing. How do I explain I am truly not interested in a relationship AT ALL right now, when no one believes me ( Read more... )

Man, I am in an insanely good mood right now... I love this feeling. Why can't I feel as if everything is perfect more often ( Read more... )

I missed another LJ out-age? No wonder I couldn't get on... I thought it was just my computer ( Read more... )