I leave in less then two weeks for Ecuador.
Gone for three months.
It will be a very different life.

Tomorrow is my last day here at Loma.
I've grown to like it.

I am excited and nostalgic for the future.
Future is where promise is. The past has no promise. It is done.

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We lose ( Read more... )

Lately... Ive just felt lost and alone. And it takes so much to try to be others strengths. To support them. When I feel like this. When im so emotionally unstable I cry rather easily. And im trying to be strong. But Im not always strong. and thats when I just need somone to tell me that it'll be okay... that im loved.

I've achieved so much in life ( Read more... )

"Give me strength, reserve control
Give me heart and give me soul
Wounds that heal and cracks that fix"

Maybe I need some more heart...
Im trying though... to seize joy.

This isn't gonna be easy.
Its not gonna always be fun.
But I know it'll all be okay.

Life is amazing. You just gotta dance around and let it be.

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I didn't make ASB... and honestly im crushed.

Maybe im not who I thought I was...
maybe im just nothing. No leader. No good.

Crying for an hour, than seeing that just brought it all down.

My heart kills.