inwiththedawn

i am the stupidest fucking girl ever.
fuckup.

so lets get a little closer now.

i drink, and i drink, and i drink ( Read more... )

& i'd burn alive to keep you warm when you're alone. shiver under blankets in the basement where our secrets sleep. you pour the liquor on the staircase, girl. pass the flask and close your eyes. we light cigarettes & chase out old regrets.

a. sleeping aides.
b. lonely texting.
c. diet;ddr;64oz;
d. physics.
e. circa survive.
f. SAT threat.
g. straight legs.
h. cave weekends.
i. repressed nightdreams.

i am anxious, neurotic, and unsatisfied.
but i am not unhappy. i swear.
sssllliiiggghhhttt.

it's something i never want to forget.
and you know it.

i ve realized that i don t need anyone.
i have my other half, all i ll ever need.
i love too much.
boys don t mean a thing.
especially the ones that keep me
holding on. vicious.

two can always play that game,
poppa.

manifesto: headgames.

grapes. coffee. matthew.

i love it.

i'm freaked out by commitment,
i freak myself out.

number nines are deadening my lungs.
and i don't give a shit.
i.e. fuck egotistical bastards.
slutscantouchbuttheysurecan'tfeel.

just hold my hand;
kiss my cheek.