sometimes it was easier when i was just hurt all the time, instead of only getting hurt some of the time, like now ( Read more... )

DCL's are tomorrow. let's go girls...#1 ( Read more... )

like honestly no matter how much life sucks, you can always just eat chocolate chip cookies with a giant glass of milk and it feels a lot better for a while.

jealousy is such an ugly emotion. i wish i didnt feel it so often.

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Getting myself admitted to a mental institution.

Get your resolution here

today was a really good day. :)

my new years resolution(s), just to get it out there.

to stop feeling 'this', and to stop caring about it. fuck it. maybe just focus on school and swimming so i can actually do something w/my life, dumb as that sounds. and just block this out. if you cant sort it out or deal w/it, you can sure as hell bury it. and i will.

it's been a long december ( Read more... )

chlorine works wonders on my mood.

what does it feel like to crash and burn? (the end of a sprint when you think you've got something left and discover you don't)

what does it feel like to doubt everything you ever took as a given? (a stomach ache)

what does it feel like to become numb to pain because it's constant? (impossible)

what does it feel like to want to take back every ( Read more... )

how little things change, yet how very much at the same time. it's like everything is the same as it ever was and ever will be, but at the same time i think i've never felt this way before, except. except im pretty sure i have, only it cuts so deep that it just feels fresh every time. and im not sure if it's good or bad or if it's anything. but i ( Read more... )

lac8117 (12:03:35 AM): bc for some reason u take sides against each other ( Read more... )

-with so much to say, it's difficult to get any of it to come out right...everythign spills to the top at once and instead of tumbling out in a jumble of intelligent thought processes it comes out as ______. nothing. blank. blank like my mind when i stare at chem problems.

-back to normalicy=awesome. sure, call me a conformist. but recognize that ( Read more... )