well captains practices have started. how interesting. if i don't break that record *sigh* that will suck. i don't want to bitch about it though, it's stupid and annoying ( Read more... )

i would pour my soul out into this thing, but i dont want everyone to hear.

and i dont think the one(s) i want to hear will bother to listen anymore.

which is maybe why i sit alone and try to choke back stupid tears that build up behind my eyes.

and i cant do it they come out anyway. god tears are so hot, not hot attractive, hot boiling.

and burn ( Read more... )

(1) The singular boring question: What is your name? Niki Stewart Holtzman
(2) If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? i don't know. if i was a boy i would have picked Damian for myself.

(3) Would you name a child of yours after you? nah
(4) If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would ( Read more... )

is it just me, or does being a junior BLOW.

2 weeks into school and i'm already behind in the majority of my classes....and im actually trying this year, thats the aggravating part...maybe if i spent less time at the pool and more time studying this wouldnt be an issue. but no, it doesn't work like that. i'm so happy to be swimming again. iduno i ( Read more... )

i refuse to let common sense cloud my judgement

my parents are in france. i have a habit of misbehaving myself when they go away. which i'm not hearing any complaints from anyone about.

tomorrow is my last day of life until MARCH...PSC starts monday, and is every day except sunday's...and is 6:15-8:45AM! saturday mornings. i want to do it and get fast and stuff, but at the same time, sometimes i ( Read more... )

( for those who care, because it actually means something )

"Wasting time
Let the hours roll by
Doing nothing for the fun
Little taste of the good life
Whether right or wrong
Makes us want to stay, stay, stay
For awhile
Later on the sun began to fade
Then the clouds rolled over our heads
And it began to rain
Oh we were dancing mouths open
Splashing tongue taste
For a moment this good time would never end
You and me
You ( Read more... )

the good:  4000 yards in an hour and 5 minutes. not too shabby for a cripple huh.

the bad:  im spending my friday night at home doing college stuff. *gag* i hate college...college and i are in a fight, i refuse to admit it exists...i wish i was little again.

( and the ugly )

( more than a feeling )