thank you for being so understanding- for letting me live. i'm happy with you and i want to be happy by myself. wow, i know that may have sounded not as right as it was meant. thanks for loving me and keeping me. you are still the most amazing person in my life. and deep down i believe everything you do. i love you.

it seems these days i'm not sure what to think. i can't comprehend what i feel. i think i know what i want but how can i be sure. things haven't been the greatest. but i'm thankful regardless for what i have.

so there's this guy. he's pretty special. you see, i've never really been in a "real relationship" before. but this guy, he's taught me so much. not only that, but he inspires me to be the best i can at everything i do. when he holds me in his arms i feel so safe and so warm. when he whispers in my ear all i can do is giggle and kiss him on the ( Read more... )

Halloween has always been and will always be my most favorite holiday of the year. that's all. good night.

the sunlight fades at the end of another day.
this week has flown by.
there is so much change in store, not only for me, but for us all- just like the color of the leaves change.
but be happy, because there was a today.
maybe it was bad, but there's a tomorrow to look forward to.

'night.

sometimes when i read some of my friend's lj posts, they really bum me out. it's sad. so i try to post happy ones so people can be get in a happier mood. so people of live journal world, GET HAPPY! :)

Love, Carrie.

yes, that is what i ran in today. who freakin runs a 5k in the middle of a freakin monsoon when it's like 30 degrees outside? i'll tell you who, ME! i hope i don't like get puemonia* or something. it was our conference meet [huge meet] and britni got all conference. i'm proud of her, i knew she could do it. i guess i am a little bummed i didn't get ( Read more... )

I noticed there were no stars out tonight while Marisa and I laid on the black pavement of Highland View Rd. My mom always joked that the street was trouble. And thinking back, that's what it has been, to an extent that is. I remember getting in a fight on that road. It was so ridiculous that I can't even remember why we didn't like each other. Now ( Read more... )

i'm going to the pumpkin patch tomorrow with my best friend/ boyfriend. i can't wait! i'm going to get a great pumpkin ( Read more... )

sometimes when i think about it, it makes me want to vomit. it may be mean, but it's the truth.

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