From 1/13/2003 ( Read more... )

Oh man. lol So much I could talk about.

I want to start off by saying that the night of my last post I couldn't sleep. All I wanted to do was to sleep and I couldn't. So I spent some rough hours talking to God. At first it was just "Please hold me while I fall asleep" then it got really deep into stuff that I didn't realize was even still there. I ( Read more... )

I was just folding laundry and pondering something James said... He said something to the effect that I gave him his heart back. Blah blah. It's only a few entries back I'm sure. Regardless, he's come to make whatever pain he felt into something useful or perhaps even beautiful he can reflect on when he does decide to look back. He said thank you ( Read more... )

I ended up having one of the best days that I've had in a very long time because I spent my ENTIRE DAY doing fun things with friends. And I mean the friends that I have really developed some amount of genuine emotional bonds with. Roots, if you will. lol And I had a bit of an epiphany I wanted to share. I actually saved it as a draft text message ( Read more... )

Well, it has turned out to be a lovely evening for me. lol ( Read more... )

"Sometimes, you just don't achieve them in the order you intended. You are going to get there, Casey. You're just checking all the other boxes around this relationship goal first."

Just had an interesting thought as I re-read over that short comment Ryan left on my journal several entries ago. I find that once I'm IN a relationship, I'm often ( Read more... )

So I'm in my parent's bathroom trying to understand why is it that every time I'm home I end up feeling depressed. And I had a thought I'd like to write about as I usually do: Stream-of-conscious. Seems to help me gather thoughts, even though it seems scattered.

So while my family is very much my family. And I love them to the end of time. This ( Read more... )

It's funny how a movie affects you sometimes. Especially when you're in the right frame of mind. Well, I don't know that I want to use the word "right" so much as I don't mean to infer that there is a "correct" frame of mind to watch movies in. Sometimes we watch movies for the pure enjoyment of the escape from this world. Sometimes we watch movies ( Read more... )

So here is the update at this point. Norris ended up not having me over so I decided against everyone's better judgment (lol) to text him anyway and this was our exact exchange:

5:50 pm: Hey. :) What're you up to?
6: 01 pm: Bout to go gym
6:05 pm: Sounds exciting. Lol well, I happen to be doing a lot of nothing if you wanted to hang out later. :)
6:08 ( Read more... )

I just had the revelation as to why I had such an amazing night on Tuesday: Passion. It has been a VERY long time since I felt any really passion for another person. Obviously I mean of the male gender. Anyway. So here is what happened on Tuesday and then my thoughts about it a few days later. lol

I went out to a bar with my friend/new neighbor ( Read more... )