So I have an adorable moment to share. I had initially made a blog post on theknot.com and today deleted it. This is not a story that should be poked fun at ( Read more... )

New Years Eve I woke up like any other day, save for a few odd details it was normal. I had no idea Michael was going to propose to me that night, everyone else did though. That morning when I got up I was told "Not to clean." Odd since I had many things to get done that day... and it was coming not only from my boyfriend Michael, but his roommate ( Read more... )

So, I realized today... I already wrote a book! I'm not really sure why I didn't think of this before but I'm going to try to clean up and publish my journal! Got some great new ideas to add to it, this is going to be so amazing ( Read more... )

So, I decided to "Post" officially all the entries in my journal for as far back as it would let me. I decided to do this because... I'm no longer that person in love with Rik... wondering "Why did he do this?" I'm not pinning away thinking he will come back... lol actually I'm glad now he never came back. I'm not dreading holidays anymore. I used ( Read more... )

The other day, my loving boyfriend came to me with a, and I don't know if I completely get this message, "The family doesn't want alot of people not in the family around on X-mas, they like to keep it just family in the morning." Okay... So I don't have to go. I'm a little confused to why they wouldn't at least want to "See" us (as a couple) ( Read more... )

CelestialAhurani (9:36:45 PM): how is my favorite little gramma doing tonight ( Read more... )

Life is good. LOL Save the no job for money thing of course. I just wanted to take a moment and thank God for the miricle of love I now have in my life. Michael is the most amazing man I've ever dated. I'm not belittling anyone... I just want to acknowledge the fact that nobody has touched ME in such a profound way before. A fine example is ( Read more... )

Well... it's been a while since I've updated this thing. LoL like any other time I don't update for a while life has pushed forward and things in it have changed around me. Some for the better, some not so much. Fortunatly things since my grandfather have for the most part been for the better. LOL of course I've had my moments ( Read more... )

I don't belive that I really have one... but if you are and if you are real... please find me. I have handled being alone all my life. I've even been thankful for it mostly... but now I need you, I need the comforting and the caress of someone that loves me. I need to hear everything is going to be okay. I need to know I have someone I can rely on ( Read more... )

How much must I loose ( Read more... )