What does it mean when you realize your full potential? The entire concept of maturity and growing up is the scariest experience of my life, thus far. After living in NYC for almost 5 months, I am finally realizing the severity of this decision ( Read more... )

As I sit in the Ohio airport, my flight has been delayed twice now from 4:38 to 6:30. There is obviously bad weather in the Newark area and all of the traped rats, including myself, are stuck until it passes. on the okay side, I now have a great opportunity for people watching. Just as long I don't stare too long, the creeper/stalker vibe in more ( Read more... )

In the past week I have had some serious revelation ( Read more... )

with trips to water world and hiking in the mountains on everyone "to-do" list these past months and furture weeks, it seems as though everyone has been devoured by the whirlwind of Summer. Our nation's independance day was only days ago and as our country grows another year, so do our bodies. I waited on a table of girls the other day that must ( Read more... )

life has been hard these past couple weeks and a lot of growing up had occured. i have realized the negative influences in my life and am doing everything in my power to change them. i am lvining in longmont again at my parents, which is nice because now i can actually get my life in order ( Read more... )

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i seriously am thinking about putting clear eyes in my asst managers coffee... i loathe the shmuck. he is a walking double standard and if i hear him bitch about how "shitty" his mercedes is one more time.... i think i will through a bust form at him. (american eagle has infultrated my entire life ( Read more... )

i think i have lost all hope i ever had in gay men. i was on one of the famously trashy gay-spaces and realized that a guy can get attention and have horny boys drooling all over him if he shows a little muscle. people that know they are stupid and have been told they are hot so many times it is ingraved in their minds. but if they would take a ( Read more... )

i was went home tonight and was talking with my dad. something he said hit me, "matt for someone as interested in film, there are far too many movies that you havent seen ( Read more... )

i am hlind tight onto my new years resolutions and resaults are already appearing ( Read more... )