u know what all i have to say is FUCK
i am so fucking tierd of being mad and sad and pissed off
so u know what to everything that is pissing me off
FUCK YOU IT WHATEVER
FUCK FUCK FUCK~!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and to think i really thought i was ready for all this

rarrrrrr
i dont want to go to school
this was by far the best summer ever!
and now i have to go back to the damn hell hole
well at least im a senior and its my last year
ok so just count down the last 9 months of high school
oo ya baby

heelo all
i am in amsterdam
in an internet cafe that smeels liek weed
just liek the whole city
haha
i just htought i should tell u all
i misss you alll
and i cant wait to see u all
i get back tommorw night yyay
i love you and miss u

i dont know anymore

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
to many emotions with lack of sleep
i feel different
like im changed in some way but i dont know what it is
and i dont feel guilty or full of regrets
which i fully expected
but i dont
i cant even separate my thoughts
maybe ill try to expain this when i understand how i feel haha

sara azur caila Xtain mike and jonny lets just say i love u all more then words can possibly express!
mexico <333333333333333333333333333333

i love you all
thats all i have to say

SARA AND MINAS BDAY BASH TONIGHT!
i am so excited
dancing woohoo
and its to celebrate 2 of my favorite peopl in the entire world!!
so yay for mina and sara being born on the same day a year apart!!
i love oyu guys mwa!
and we are gonna party tongiht yay!

yay for last night!!
sara and azur u are my saviors!!
PRAISE JESUS!!! i met him!! i really did