Melo is back!! Hey Everybody!! Melo is back!!

don't think I'll be hanging around here anymore... ;0)

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Yesterday I played at a benifit, and it got me back into composition mode. 
The last song I wrote was a ballade about Sunshine, but this is how my music is sounding these days:

Remorse weighs me down, it follows me around
like a shackle and chain dragging on the ground
But there is no use to cry over what it could have been
'cause it's all your fault in ( Read more... )

This morning I took my college placement test. The math part was Sooo difficult. I wanted to hoist
rocks at the compurter screen. I guessed on all the questions except for three or four.
Math makes me want to scream!

Then I went to work and my boss gave me a new skirt :-D
...Alright, you caught me.... I rushed home to try it on haha.

That is my day in a ( Read more... )

Okay guys don't worry!!! It's ok!!

I peed.  

My Internet Lives Again!!

I have to peee but jesse is in the restrooommm

Ahhh I have to peeeeeee (shaking my feet rapidly)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

An old man crossed my path outside. In reference to my skirt, he said,

"Give it a twirl."

I did. He said,

"You're an elegant young lady. I didn't think made 'em like that anymore. Don't dirty your skirt".

I knew what he meant. Maybe I think too much into things, but I pictured him coming home from the war, long ago.
Going to the Cotton Club when it ( Read more... )

You guys were right
Things got better.

Looking through my past entries, I realized that every time I write an entry about how much something sucks,
it's almost immediately followed by an update of how happy I am.
I should have just saved myself the waiting period this time.

So I got paid last night, with a bonus. I bought food.
I might be dropping one of ( Read more... )

What the fuck am I gonna do...

I just found out my roommate is moving out NEXT WEEK without paying rent...
I can't afford to pay the difference. ...my god what am I going to doooo

I need to take a shower. I can't deal with this right now.

Entry deletion is a no-no of Journaling. However, something drove me to delete a handful of mine.
They appeared to me as clutter. The things of which I wrote in them were, in fact, cluttering my life.

The sun prepares to rise on another Hollywood morning.
I feel fresh.

Today I will run errands and go to work.
I will spend %40 of my day waiting for the ( Read more... )

Getting my stuff together.

My bus leaves in a few hours. See you guys on Tuesday.