i like my job but the change lately is hard. getting shot down or picked apart without being able to answer back, because its an excuse is not helping. i have earned my position and with that means that i know what i am doing most of the time. it is not back to "train the new ma" time. clowning me because i was behind the bar for 4 and a half ( Read more... )

i wish what was attractive is what is healthy.
i wish my dad wasn't sick.
i wish i didn't think so much.
i wish i knew what i wanted or needed.
still even the older i get the more i am suprised by the mentality of others.

i know what i know, but i always try to understand all thoughts. it will never happen.

my grandma ro isn't doing to well. she is the most amazying strong person and i have looked up to her forever. i hope im as strong as her and as giving. she just turned 86 and got to meet an elvis impersonator who she's been in love with forever. she complimented his butt. so i found out today that she has 2 blood clots in her lungs. there's ( Read more... )

austin ( Read more... )

things in my life keep getting broken. my face. my throat. my car. so now im stuck at home on friday night. i guess i could call someone but i'm nervous about that. i should wash clothes ( Read more... )

im going to see willy wonka and the chocolate factory later today. at the imax at navy pier. i keep hearing its awesome so im hoping people arent lying to me ( Read more... )

myspace lets me know how overlapping people are. makes it a small world ( Read more... )

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went to my last dollar night tuesday night last night. i got a mix tape/cd. first one ever. at least first one someone has made for me. it was awesome. probably freaked him out with my total giddyness/girlness. i was drunk. i was happy. i was impressed he remembered. that doesnt happen often. both ways ( Read more... )