so what can i say...these past few days with blake have been unbelievable. i've never felt so passionatly for another in my whole life. i've never been so ecstatic about seeing someone and i just get so happy that it's exhausting. i love him so much, and i don't give a damn what others take on our relationship. i don't care, all i care about is him ( Read more... )

things have been..out of the norm i guess lately. some things are good..some not so good. i hung out with my love today. we fell asleep together which i love to do. it was much fun. not too much has been happening lately. i wish it would stop raining. although i do like the rain...i get tired of it after a whole week. but i will be going up north ( Read more... )

i've been feeling so weird lately. i feel so hungry but im in no mood to eat. i feel really bored and uninterested in things, but im not inspired to do anything else but sit here and blast music all day. something unspeakable, something that i believed was already dead and forgotten is pulling me under again. idk..i guess im not really wanting to ( Read more... )

it's my birthday :)

happy easter! annnnd mis cumpleaños están en dos días! woo ^_ ( Read more... )

im in my spanish class right now. the teacher gave us the next couple of minutes for free time. blake came to school today at lunch. he brought me subway which was nice. i was glad to see him but i wish he hadn't of come today because i look like crap. i kind of just didn't care this morning. i think im probably not going to be my normal self for ( Read more... )

i noticed that im more annoyed by things lately, and i shouldn't take things for granted. i know i will miss it.

i got into an argument today; i think i was overreacting.

i really dislike hate OCD.

i also didn't know that italy doesn't have fruit snacks. hmm.

it's late and im having trouble sleeping. im upstairs in my room and i can hear my dad snoring underneath me, so you could imagine how LOUD he is >.> my ear is hurting pretty bad. it sucks when my hair gets tangled in my piercing. sometimes i want to just yank it out, or shave the side of my head. blake hasn't called me at all tonight. that kind of ( Read more... )

what a day. i stayed at home from school for the second time this week. i've missed like, 14 days or something so far. today i could've went. yesterday i was actually sick. oh well, as long as i get them exused i don't really care. but, i should probably start making it to school more often ( Read more... )

hmm so friday at school i guess people were stunned to know i am mixed (indian, black, and white) well i am so hate me. it really doesn't look like it, i know, it's shocking right? i dont care. anyways....

im going over to blake's house today to play OBLIVION!! on xbox 360 and im excited :)