Actually my subconscious wrote it.  I read it in dreams sometimes.  It's about frantic, anxious and fearful love.  It's about looking for romance and looking for sex.  Strategies for these and the emotional price.  The book is amazing and really pulls strings in me.  I can only read it in dreams though.  Waking up snaps the cover and I can only ( Read more... )

My knuckles are bleeding from punching a brick wall.

This isn't a metaphor.

I just got an email.  Apparently FEMA wants to be my friend on myspace.  I'm giggling in my Star Wars bedspread and by Star Wars bedspread I mean the freshly eviscerated bear carcass that I named "Tonton".

Robert Heinlein wrote of his early days as a writer saying that he had considered himself a "casual" or "hobbyist" writer.  Though when he shared this image with others that he met and some who he considered more "serious" or "professional" in the craft the general response was amusement.  He mentioned that one fellow said to him "a writer isn't a ( Read more... )

 "It's a two player game silly. You do your sexy dance until my meter fills up and then you score."
"I think you're confusing me with porn."
"Nah, that's the handheld version with worse graphics and way less options."

That thing I said about christmas lights in my head before may have been a bit off as a descriptive image.  After 4 sessions it's actually feeling more like it was a ball of frozen snakes that are slowly waking up.  This may seem like a rather discomforting graphic, but actually all of that motion has been amazing.  I used to have flashes of genius ( Read more... )

He took my history, researched my treatments and strongly suggested that I get on some sort of clinical strength meds.  Parallel to these encounters I was watching commercials for a new low-level anti-depressant and anti-psychotic.  Which had possible side-effects of; nervous system collaps, paralysis and death ( Read more... )

A doctor I'm seeing told me that something I said was an excellent piece of imagery and he would stick it in his next book.  He told me though that he would change my name to keep my case history out of public record.  I suggested he call me Allejandro Patientoros.  He thought that might be a bit long and passed me back a curtailed Ellis island ( Read more... )

There is a curse to me that may not seem so bad to hear.  I am right.  This, to my knowledge has never been untrue.  It can't be, I said it, which makes it right.  I, however, carry a defect of the mind or simply the ego which can sometimes cause me to doubt whether or not I am right.  This doubt becomes laughable after time and usually fades ( Read more... )

Are you sitting down ( Read more... )