you can spend your whole life trying to hurt me but you'll never be as good as her.

when you hurt me without thinking aren't you ever at least afraid that you already have seen me for the last time ( Read more... )

woke up and stole a bottle of smirnoff cirtrus twist. ran into kyle at the fuckup school, he gave me some marijuana ( Read more... )

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Nikki, we're going. This fall.

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I am tired of waking up on the same day I fell asleep. They call it Thursday, but it's the same as every day since Monday ( Read more... )

I am the boy with a broken heart and a dark mind. I am egoistic, cynical, and antisocial. I kicked and punched most of the people I get trashed with. I threatened to scrape the skin off his face against the pavement and had a laugh at the fear I inspired. That isn’t all ( Read more... )

in transit
(northern california)

I had a dream about you, but you weren’t in it at all. You vanished into thin air, but I could still catch a scent of your perfume. Seems like you’re always near but never quite here. Eight out of every twenty-four hours I aimlessly wonder around in my dreams like a bum, with nothing to do and nothing to think except of you ( Read more... )

I had another dream about you, but this time you only appeared in the rear-view mirror of the car that took me further and further away from you. You were crying - you wanted to be with me. I was flying down the narrow way, dodging curves only to gather more speed for my final impact - I knew I was only dreaming.