Demo is dead. He slit his wrists in my dream last night, and jumped into cold water. He struggled and cried and all his blood drained out until his heart had nothing left to do. He left me his memories but took his pain and anger to the bottom of the lake. In the morning I found this ( Read more... )

let me tell you about the girl i love. she's the first one i've ever kissed and sinse then we saw eachother grow up to better fit together. she's the sweetest girl i've ever met, and that look in her eyes i've never seen anywhere else. she said all she's ever wanted was to be with me, and being with her is beyond words and ecstacy ( Read more... )

Well today really sucked. Last night I tried to call her, but she was in San Francisco. I worked from 8am to 7:30pm mixing cement and building a patio. I mixed around a ton of cement, so my bones are a bit tired. I called her around 5 or 6, asked her if she had some plans like last night, and she said that when I'll call her at 8, when I'm done, we ( Read more... )

Rock'n'roll's dead but I'm not yet

Everything I owned got stolen. All I got is what I wear. I still live on the street. I also quit my job. 30-minute notice. But for the past few days all I really did was compulsive stoning and eating out in pretty nice places. Classy kind of sad. But I'm not classy, I'm homeless. And she's back to taking me for ( Read more... )

I'm broken ( Read more... )

She didn't pay attention to me for a while, always busy with work and too tired from it to play with me. Last Friday she went to a concert without me, which I thought I wasn't going to go to anyway until I ran into a ticket last minute. I called her, but she said she didn't want to deal with it. So here I am, Friday night in downtown Palo Alto, ( Read more... )

I am reading about psychology and consciousness and I was pleased to find ideas I contrived independently to be better defined and more complete as they are set forth by the experts of the field ( Read more... )

if i died tomorrow, you should know that i already lived, and take my word for it, ive seen beauty.

disneyland with my family: as soon as i set them up with a long, long line i ran up to the first employee i saw and... "alright - where's the goddamn smoking section ( Read more... )

those girls just wanna get fucked all night but i just dont have that much
j a m ! ! !