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changalla

The Drunken Soul

Jul 23, 2004 01:32

I am sitting at this computer and typing this drunk off my ass. I seem to be feeling a lot better. You guys out there might not know this but I am actually like an alcohol. See my dad is an alcoholic along with mommy dearest so I get it from the 2 best drunks I know! I know it sounds stupid but it really does help. Though in the morning its goanna ( Read more... )

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Praise The Porcelain King distantwanderer July 23 2004, 06:24:36 UTC

i bet it tasted really good coming back. yum. cough cough. i hardly drink anymore and i gave up the drugs awhile ago. it was a time of my life that i don't want to relive even though i do get urges once in awhile for a cig. i'd rather not die prematurely ( ... )

Re: Praise The Porcelain King changalla July 23 2004, 13:31:57 UTC

I am 14 by the way! haha and I didnt score my friend did from some guy who buys it I guess who is like really old and nasty and I didnt even know the cocaine was in the weed till after we smoked it! I only did it was and I already stopped the other drugs. Ahh I shall try and quit smoking but I dont know how its goanna work out. No it didnt taste good at all but at least Its over and I can try and NEVER do it again. Or at least until its leagel lol. My ex gf and I taked last night and worked things out so its going ok for me at the moment. I dont expect you to put your life on hold for me cause and I wouldnt want you to anyway! Thanks for the advice of a support group but I never had one and its to uncomfertable to even think about having one. I will do fine dealing with it by myself. I am still alive so its all good

Re: Praise The Porcelain King distantwanderer July 23 2004, 19:59:07 UTC

hope you don't do it again even if you were legal. stay away from crack. bad stuff.

i'm glad tha tyou worked things out with your exgf. its good to have someone like that as part of your support group. you're more than welcome. i'm here to listen when i'm not in a pissy mood. i've been through a lot. go a lot of experience in me noggin.

peace. t^b

lilly5788 July 23 2004, 21:11:34 UTC

okay stephen.. just cause ur mom and dad are both alcoholics doesnt mean u need 2 be one! u are better than that! Alcohol can fuckin ruin ur life and i dont think ne one thats close 2 u wants 2 see that! well when i wrote that stuff in my journal i didnt mean 2 hurt you!! i was just expressing how i felt. u have 2 admit drugs were a big part of u when i was there! look at how many times u went 2 my house stoned! i hated it cause i dont wanna see u wasting away ur life!! ur only 14! you have so much 2 look forward 2 look 2! dont ruin it with drugs! why do u think me and jay fought so much?? its cause of drugs!! i didnt want to see him kill himself and the same goes 4 u! I need u in my life too stephen! u are all i really have! you may not have meant too ignore me but it happened whether u ment 4 it 2 or not! i just want the best for you!! I sit here everyday wishin i didnt move but its better 4 me here! im alway 4rm my dad- but dont worry i'm planin on movin there after i graduate.. just think i'll be a junior this year and then senior ( ... )