I feel a bit lonely, tonight. Not in a bad way, necessarily. Just in particular ways. Missing people who are elsewhere. We're all so busy with day-to-day life, at this point, it's an unexpected joy just to get a phone call/have one answered ( Read more... )

Love really just doesn't make sense, at this point. I fall into and out of it as readily as getting in and out of a swimming pool. Of course, there's more exhilaration involved in love than in swimming, but still ( Read more... )

I probably shouldn't have done that, anyway. Despite that I wanted to ( Read more... )

Another night in Princeton...

( ...and the repercussions have yet to be seen. )

Strange week, I think. And I can't help but wonder how much of it's because I've stopped taking the meds.

( Not that it matters, either way.. )

Kind of done with things again.

( eh. )

Strange one. Not conflicted, though. Just with opposing desires, at times. Awareness, though, of it ( Read more... )

Yeah, so...

I really wish I could put an lj cut, but my phone won't let me...doesn't have the right characters. Go to my margeurite journal if you want to know. It's friended on my info page.

ARGH. Why can't I just BE over him? WHY ( Read more... )

So stressed, it's not even funny. Found out that there are two cysts on my brain, not one. One, a pineal cyst, has shrunk over the past year. The other wasn't listed on the MRI from last year, but it's 3.7x1.somethingx2.6cm in size. I'm not clear on where it's located ( Read more... )