I have for your viewing, um, horror? pleasure? somthing? a rare treat. im not one to share my poetry much, but here is a poem, written tonite ( Read more... )

Recently i have been wandering in my own mind quite a bit, and its not exactly a fun journey. I could write down a long rant...but i dont feel like revealing my inner thoughts for all the world to see this time. it would take too long, and whats in my mind is best kept there. suffice to say, its an interesting thing to look into ones memories and ( Read more... )

Ah, and again i think on many things. Ive learned some things that piss me off, and rethought on more things that piss me off. on the better not there are many things in the wanderings of mymind that were far happier, but also far sadder. as i piece together events that took place after i left, i see the story of life as it went on without me. some ( Read more... )

I think that in every person, there is a little bit of darkness hiding somewhere. It manifests in different ways, but everyone has it, even the most innocent of people, even the most light filled heart has a shadow. It is a dangerous thing, if left uncontrolled, and, since most people dont recognize theirs, it runs amok. Whether it manifests as ( Read more... )

isnt it amazing....im updating....OMIGOD THE APOCOLYPSE IS HERE!!!! yes, it is I PFC HEBL-BAGSHAW....usually called David. my first name has been private for so long ive nearly forgotten my real one. I am in San Antonio now, where life is okay. i actually kinda like it down here sometimes. its not too bad. dont tell anyone. i dont like texas much, ( Read more... )

This is Elyse updating for David. He wanted me to post stuff for him since he doesn't have internet access. So yeah, David's been doing okay. He got his rifle, which he was really happy about and last week or something he was in a tear gas chamber exercise where they had to go in, take off their masks, and breathe in deep. He said it wasn't very ( Read more... )

This will probably be my last entry for quite awhile. Im currently at the USO in the saint louis airport, waiting to got on a bus to go out there to Fort Leonard Wood. Its going to be hell, between the heat and being away from the people i caree most about, but what the hellm it might be interesting. So yea. I think im done for now, and all i have ( Read more... )

If the pain never left ( Read more... )

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