Ahh the fun. There comes a time in every young life when a realization of somthing very important comes to them, and it changes their life forever. this isnt one of those times.after speaking to the infamous (maybe not but oh well) short, cute, currently readheaded but normally dirty blondehaired one, (dont you just LOVE epithets?) otherwise known ( Read more... )

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCK. i like the word fuck. its a nice angry word. my problem right now? well lesse, im trapped into somthing i dont want to be, two things in fact, and now two of my closest friends are having problems. its not their fault im mad, its mostly one persons, cause hes hurt someone i care so deeply about ( Read more... )

dodododo boredom at school.... more later......supposed to be reasearching......GO ME!!!!

well this entry is to apologise to sara, who in the midst of a conversation of in depthness that needed to be had, but was had at the wrong time, i ignored for a long time. sorry about that. i got talking and it wasnt a g ood time so i was panicking and i just kind of forgot anyone else was on. and by the tiime i noticed, you were gone, so sorry ( Read more... )

ANGRY! PEOPLE BEING ASSHOLES! ASHLEE'S PARENTS BEING EVIL! FRIENDS WORRIED, ANGRY, OR CONFUSED. I BE SICK. NOT BEEN A GOOD WEEK. CAPS ARE FUN. SHOULD UPDATE MORE OFTEN. I SLEEP NOW.speak with me if you wish to know details. i dont wanna gothrough it now.

Well Elyse just ignored me when i tried to talk to her online. whether she was busy, didnt notice me, or was actually ignoring me i dont know. Given last week, shes probably ignoring me. FUCK. i screwed up again. *sigh* why must i do this. why did i have to believe Jil again. why.... i cant handle this....

Okay so the title is a bit... depressed sounding, im actually not bad. I mean yes JiL managed to break my heart, again, but ive been desensitized to the pain of it enough to let me go on. Unfortunately it does affect me enough that in my attempts to get close to Elyse again ive been entirely too forward. Ive been a little too close it seems and i ( Read more... )

It seems that i am being accused of cheating on Elyse with Jil. When exactley this is supposed to have happened i dont know. if it was this weekend then i hate to tell you people but me and Elyse arent even going out anymore. So yeah. the "anonymous" accuser, whos screen name ends in 013, accused me then got offline. interesting how the chirs' sn ( Read more... )

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Life is complex. Things like to change really really fast. Yesterday I had no clue of what my decision would be, today, I think I know. It came to me after this afternoon I tried to call and talk to JiL. She didn’t want to talk to me, or was talking to someone else (probably, it could be either right now) and told me to call Elyse. I went off and ( Read more... )