Well then, this week has sucked. Between JiL getting engaged, Elyse asking the hard question, and everything else, I have decided that not only are the 15th of months bad but any week that begins with one (from Monday) will be horrible. I need a break from life. The gods of love, life seem to hate me. Hell, even the sex god (now Alexander James ( Read more... )

Here ya go heres some stuff i wrote ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since ive written here. eh too busy to update i guess. it happens. got bored and found this thingy somwheres, i like the results if no one else does, but then, its me.

MUHAHAHA. i have no clue waht the evil laugh is for. ill finish now before my comp can kick me offline. write more later, maybe.

okay, so its been an ungodly amount of time since ive updated. oh well. havent cared too much to update my life here. im uncertain of where im going in life right now and i really have no one to talk to. too much stress on people. but hey. it works. heres somthing i got bored and did,
isnt that just great? or not? i dunno dont ask me. i got bored, ( Read more... )

I am happy! today i have somehow come to a complete turnaround in mood. No longer am i depressive. I am frankly bouncing off the Fucking walls. I have a horrible headache, but life is good. why the sudden turn around in mood you ask? well ill tell you, i have no fucking clue. im on drugs maybe? i dunno. oh well as long as it lasts i dont care. ( Read more... )

It had recently been said that the fact that i know the exact datea and time me and jil broke up relays that im still affected by it, which i cannot deny. the last week has decided to bring to me thought to break the peaceful lack of being my thinking self. i dont know why exactly, but this week people have been asking me about jil quite a bit. ive ( Read more... )

i once killed death, and for about an hour no one could die, then i realized that death cant be killed and it came back and boy did it kick my ass when i got hit by the car.

My whole 'surrounded by happy couples kill me' syndrome is coming back.... i really do have to stop going to places with couples. it gets freaking depressing and with the whole depressed thing earlier in the year ima say screw that. now I know I’m complaining like a little kid but ya know what i dont care. I’m feeling kinda lonely again and ya know ( Read more... )

Ya know i confuse the fuck outta myself. i thought i was over jil, i really did. im not as it is obvious. though i will say that i have been accused of being antisocial with jil yesterday and its not completely true. okay i was a bit anti social, but htere was a reason. she was being all alone and so i was the good friend i want to be to her. she ( Read more... )

My Monster Name
is
Demon

Ooh, what a classic, your monster name is nice and simple; it’s demon. Demons keep themselves busy in the hell dimensions where they have reached popular acclaim by staring in Buffy and Angel. This new popularity has allowed the demons to expand their wardrobe out from the usual red skin, horns, tail and goat legs to a whole ( Read more... )